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Some of the information I found online (i do not have a link, sorry) consider heterosexual male masochism to be on the spectrum of heterosexuality to homosexuality. Obviously, we are hetero but still considered slightly gayer than the typical person (if that makes sense?)
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From what I've read the world of ancient Rome would consider this to be true where sexuality was on the active/passive continuum as opposed to a hetero/homo continuum.
My parents were both pretty strong-willed so that was probably a non-factor. Honestly, in person I enjoy dominating a woman sexually as much as I enjoy being dominated, but I rarely seek out images and stories of other men dominating. It's more like I feed off a woman's submissive energy.
My fetish as far as femdom/mixed wrestling is probably tied to feeling awed by and inferior to attractive teen or adult women at a very young age, when they were actually bigger and stronger than me. (Un)fortunately I had no formative experiences in childhood, I would just fantasize a lot.