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Anyone had a fantasy where say for example: They want to get headscissored, and when they finally do it turns out to be pure hell/torture and painful?
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The most painful traitement I ever received in a session was from a pro mma fighter in 2005 (no longer sessions). Very strongly built, very skilled obviously and very tough, about same weight maye 10-20lbs lighter. She put me in one different neck hold after the other just about knocking me out each time. She would only partially let me catch my breath and recover my mind before setting herself in front of me and chalenging me to grab her, after the 3rd or 4th time I had lost the will so she'd engaged the grappling to jump-start my reaction, she would let me resist and try to get away for maybe 30 sec and then put me in a hold not too quickly to extend the very moment when you realize you're being locked in an inescapable hold and give in, then as she'd start to squeeze she'd command me in a severe tone to raise my hand, and she would squeeze me until my hand started to drop on the floor, regardless of my panic or sounds. Except once when I made a stranger throat noise and she release immediately, she told me she'd done that to another of her "client" and it was some kind of an awkward deglutition reflex between the wind pipe and food pipe, debilitating. I think she was actually trying to reproduce that as if I was her wrestling mat guinea pig. Otherwise she would only remove the pressure when my hand started to go limp, but at once before it even hit the floor, she'd immediately put me up straight to make sure I didn't faint. … and repeat. She was a bit like a martial art teacher wanting to teach her student a lesson and a bit like a covet woman despising her physically weaker admirer and mind-fucking him for ever having had that though. I was terrorized, cornered, even afraid that breathing too loud would annoy her, I had lost the sense of reality, after the 7th or 8th time my distress must have looked so bad on my face, she asked if I wanted to stop, I said yes with pleading eyes, probably not far to breakdown, and she told me to clean up. As I did I was afraid she'd come in bathroom and beat me up ! She had showed me before some a crazy fast combination of kicks and jabs inches from my face, genuinely, as we discussed the session and she was saying that striking sessions were pointless as it would take her 10sec to put an untrained client down for the rest of the hour, so that's why she prefered Jujitsu. I was afraid she'd do that to me now out of despise … I was pretty fucked up.
It was dreadful but at the same time awesome that she could extract me from reality and make me believe and feel about anything she wanted and much more intensely than in the real life, like living a movie where she was the screenplay writer and director. Nothing fascinates me more now.
13-Apr-15, 22:18
Re: Anyone ever had a "be careful what you wish for experience"?
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